Sometimes I get an urge to Humiliate myself. I Don´t know where it's coming from. But I have learned to accept it. I usually set up a plan for self-Humiliation. And then force myself to complete the whole plan by some scheme that won't let me finish until it is completed.
Afterwards I always feel ashamed and humiliated. Really embarrassed over what I have done.
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Sissy sucking the Dildo |
This is what I have planed for myself today.
Preparations
1. Hide the key to the chastity belt in the attic. (I live in an apartment with a shared attic)
2. Defrost 4 ice cubes filled with your own cum
3. Make a playlist with your Male humiliation and cuckold videos. At least one hour long.
4. Set up your webcam to take pictures automatically (One every minute)
5. Prepare a selfbondage posture.
- Positioned kneeling with the hands secured on your back and not able to move away (tie yourself to a heavy furniture or similar).
- Take your biggest dildo, the one with a suction cup that belongs to your girlfriend, on the wall about one meter high.
- IMPORTANT! Place the key to your release in the suction cup, while securing the dildo to the wall.
- Pour all your melted cum (from the Ice cubes) on the dildo. It should be plenty of it. make sure it's fully covered and dripping.
The plan
1. Go to the gym wearing panties. Make sure the guys ate the gym will get a glimpse of your girly underwear- Completed
3. After the gym, shower and shave my balls. Apply rich amount of oil to your shaft and balls. Masturbating is okay, BUT DO NOT CUM!!
4. Lock that pathetic dick up with your CB 6000 chastity belt.
- Make sure to use Anal-beads as well.
5. Dress up in the sluttiest feminine clothes you have. Use the most uncomfortable shoes possible, with really high heels.
6. Pose for the webcam and take plenty of pictures. Look as sexy as you can!
7. Tie yourself up to limit your movement, but not too tight I need to be able to move around, for now... ;)
8. Gag yourself use the sweaty underwear you had at the gym.
9. Now you will be your own maid! Move around a sexy as possible while performing the following duties:
- Clean up in the kitchen
- vacuum and mop the floor in the living room
- Clean the toilet. No, not with the toilet brush. Use a sponge and your hands!
10. Start the automatic webcam, Preferably with closeups of the dildo.
11. Tie yourself down as you prepared before.
13. Now, Suck hard on the dildo (no biting, or my girlfriend will notice). Suck away all that cum. and continue to suck until the suction cup detaches from the wall and thereby releases the key to your bondage.
- I have tested this, and it's doable, but really hard to suck the dildo loose. It will take me a good 30 minutes and you need to suck hard! Absolutely impossible to get the right friction before all the cum is removed. If you want to try this your self. Make sure to verify this part, before tying yourself up!
14. Release yourself from the bondage with the key.
15. Get the chastity key from the attic.
- Do you dare to walk up there in your female slutty dress?
16 Remove the chastity belt and caress you cock, Masturbate if you want, BUT DO NOT CUM!
17. Upload pictures to your blog, as proof of your completion
18. Now you may come! Any way you prefer, but make sure to save all the cum and refill you ice cube collection in the freezer.
